Having been a cocksucker for 6 years already when I watched that video way back then, I made a vow to myself that someday that would be me in videos being fucked in both holes by huge black cocks and being pissed on even shit on knowing I would be seen in this age of internet porn, by millions of people, mostly men.
Ever since seeing my very first porn video when I was a lad of a beautiful girl fucked in all 3 holes by a huge black cock, I have wanted more than anything to become her, the girl, the beautiful slut in the video who so casually shows all and services that monster black cock on video knowing she would be seen in gret detail by countless men everywhere, including all who know her, yet she seemed to bask in that awareness.
Both marriages ended in divorce as became quickly bored with their sex, preferring the blowjobs I gave to numerous men at glory holes every day of my life for over 20 years, including through both marriages. I'm was an extremely closeted bi white American male in a highly respectable career in which I was a success on all levels including financial and social as my successes drew a lot of people in high places into seeking my friendship, and beautiful women who wanted to have sex with me and I never turned that down, even marrying two of them who never knew until recently that I am bi. Did I do the right thing or is it the mistake of a lifetime?
